December

I spend so much time trying to make her happy, but I'm losing myself along the way.
Time is ticking by. All I seem to find is disappointment and always going the wrong way.
I feel lost. So misplaced. So out of the game.
No matter how the dice rolls, I'll never have the fame.
When everything seems to be coming together, it never stays the same.
A smile is put on her face, than slowly disinegrates.
She seems like herself, just how I remember. Than she changes.
Hiding under a mask. I doubt she'll come back this December.
After so many tears, I feel no more fear, its all becoming clear.
If I look at her like I always have and stay tamed, she'll claim me hers again, never be ashamed, be glad I never blamed, and realize I still love her to this very day, the same.

Writing, Writing, Write.

So, I've joined alot of blogging sites before this, but I've managed to abandon them all after a month. I plan to stay committed to this one. Bare with me.
I've always had a fascination with Edgar Allan Poe. His poet managed to catch my attention right away which I can't say about many. Reading isn't exactly what I do on my extra time.Not only did he connect with me with his poetry, but he also enjoyed writing short stories, like myself. Not only did I love his beautiful poetry, but I most of all adored his gruesome, dark, short stories. After reading his stories, I became inspired to start writing my many thoughts onto a piece of paper. After hours of scribbling down everything that popped in my head, I decided this was something i really enjoyed. From then on, I called myself a writer.

Even though I went to a lovely Catholic School throughout my elementary years, my creative writing was frowned upon by my English teacher. Many short stories were given horrible grades, not because of a dull plot, bad grammar, etc. It wasn't graded by its merit, but from its demonic sense. I felt this was unfair because creative writing is never wrong. Its abstract.

Many stories I have writen, I will post on my site. 
Writing has become a very big part of my life and I will continue all throughout it.

If your ever interested in reading a few of Poe's stories, the link below is a wonderful site to not only learn a little about this writer, but also read many of his works.

http://poestories.com/index.php